Castles in the Sand

Many many things:

LANs:
One is that this is it as far as I’m concerned no more LANs no more going to them (for me). I think Jeffy is going to start up the trade.

Movie:
Watched Shall We Dance. In it was music sounded like Gabriel, and apparently it was (Book of Love). Also one of the main characters was Susan Sarandon

SAT II:
Got Scores Back.
Physics - 770
Math - 630

Computer:
Tried to fix HDD problem by reinstalling new OS. Fixed it for a while. Installed Win XP-64, which btw needs serious work. It has very bad compatibility with too many programs.
Anyhow, it is a hdd problem after all cause after a few errors it gave me a blue screen and the hdd won’t boot again… Grrr…

Birthdays:
Jenny’s Birthday, Lauren’s birthday. Pot waited, then I waited. Long talk followed.

Future:
SAT coming up this Saturday. I hope to do well. Also author project coming up next Monday.

#%F3S$:
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Endnote:
Oh and feel free to continue commenting on the previous posts. I would be more then happy to continue that discussion.

Today’s Song: Thick as a Brick - Jethro Tull
Thought for the Day:
I’m a bad dream that I just had today — and you
Shake your head and
Say its a shame.

Society is tedious.
Everyone is too goddamn selfish.

As I look around me I have noticed that the selfishness of those around me is at intolerable level. No matter where I go, everyone has problems. This is nothing bad. The problem lies in the interaction between people. Instead of helping each other out, listening to each others problems, being essencially what friends should be, everyone just lays their problems down and ignores everyone else. Everyone thinks that what is going on in their life is more important then anything else.

The LAN is the perfect example of this. When we needed to upload to the server and asked not to download for 5 min. All I could hear was I’m downloading this and this, and I am playing this game, even when uploading files benefited everyone. This continued for the rest of the night, only complaints, no one offering to help or compromising. I got so fed up I eventually left for a walk. I know I was not alone in noticing this. A few people I talked to feel the same way.

In the morning same thing. I wake up and to spare everyone else (namely the people that usually help clean up {Trey, Brian, Taylor}) the energy and let them sleep in, I started cleanup myself. No one was up at that point and the LAN area was empty. When people got up there was no thank you for spending hours on clean up or setup. Only complaints of why is the network down, this sux, etc…

No one even offered to help. With the Network down everyone simply got packed up and left. End of story. Even Brian, Trey, and Paul sat in a car while Marty and I were on all fours cleaning up the trash that others made.

This is just one example of the selfishness around me.

If we all just for a moment helped each other out, compromise, then we would not all be so goddamn miserable all the time.

Today’s Song: Nowhere Man - Beatles
Thought for the Day: You don’t know what youre missing

Type: Rant

LAN Today,

Got draged into going. We’ll see if I’m right in going.
Hmm yes…

Today’s Song: Double Life - Styx
Thought for the Day: I’m schizophrenic, and so am i

Explanation: The following is fiction. It is not ment to be symbolic, there is no intended hidden moral or meaning. Don’t analyze it for this. Don’t care about grammer, or plot holes or what not. Its on my head more thouroghly then I could ever get it on paper.

If you have time read it, maybe you can get an insight into something, otherwise theres always next post.

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Moved here
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Been thinking about this for a good year now. Prolly clear as mud but heck it is part of me. Besides i am feeling like crap and creativity is a good way to deal with stress.

Oh and just to tell you I don’t just post lyric quotes and pics for the hell of it. I spend a good while thinking of how I feel and add themes reflection or symbolism. So they are not just random.

Today’s Song: Time - Pink Floyd
Thought for the Day: And you run and you run to catch up with the sun, but it’s sinking.

The time is gone, the song is over, thought I’d something more to say

Author project finally done!

I spent so long on it that I slowly began beliving in the crap I was writing….

I’ll add a link to it in a few weeks so that I know dirty people won’t swipe my work.

Today’s Song: Everything Will be Alright - Killers
Thought for the Day: Never have to think about the author project AGAIN! Untill June 6th that is…